kal-i-gay-a-han

The "reality bites" phase is totally over. I'm on to the next one - the "never say die" phase.

I was about to give up on what I've worked hard for the past eight years (8 freaking years, wow). I was ready to walk away and admit to myself that I'm a loser. I just can't seem to win this looong, overdue battle. So I thougt, maybe it's time to accept defeat. But just recently, I finally came to my senses and understood what it entails to have the "I've gone this far, I ain't giving up" attitude. Believe me, you won't reach that point unless you remind yourself that there are greater things out there that you need to overcome, so much more potential that you want to explore. 

So I ain't giving up, unless they put a hand to my face and say, "No, this is it for you." There's still a chance. It'll be a total waste (need I say foolish) to ignore that chance just because it's more convenient, as always, to run away. I guess I've had enough to give it the fight that it deserves. No more giving in to lies and inconsistencies.

My battle cry: NEVER SAY DIE!